January 2011
73 posts
erudess asked: Happy new year, Lani :)
I’m not going to apologize for anything I have no fault for.
Being me, especially.
I’m not going to apologize for anything I have no fault for.
Being me, especially.
If you can’t handle the smallest of critiques, how do you expect to become a strong-willed individual? Unable to take constructive criticism to the heart and base changes upon the few sincere ones that would actually help improve your character. Sometimes you need an outer perspective because third person parties can see things better as you are too focused on what’s right before your...
I find no significance in the new year at all. It shouldn’t be an excuse for change because there’s always room for improvement no matter what day it is. It isn’t likely that you’ll make a major change overnight. It takes time. I am thankful every single day that I wake from a deep slumber, taking a risk that I might never open my eyes once I sleep, not just to be another...
I’m not going to apologize for anything I have no fault for.
Being me, especially.
If you can’t handle the smallest of critiques, how do you expect to become a strong-willed individual? Unable to take constructive criticism to the heart and base changes upon the few sincere ones that would actually help improve your character. Sometimes you need an outer perspective because third person parties can see things better as you are too focused on what’s right before your...
If you can’t handle the smallest of critiques, how do you expect to become a strong-willed individual? Unable to take constructive criticism to the heart and base changes upon the few sincere ones that would actually help improve your character. Sometimes you need an outer perspective because third person parties can see things better as you are too focused on what’s right before your...
December 2010
88 posts
So idiotic are those who project their (know)ledge without knowing anything at all, no primary sources when seeking the authenticity of ideas implanted in their minds by people who think they fathom this information given out freely. The audacity of those who open their mouths without limited control over their words, unable to stop themselves from becoming utterly judgmental. Mental in a sense...
So idiotic are those who project their (know)ledge without knowing anything at all, no primary sources when seeking the authenticity of ideas implanted in their minds by people who think they fathom this information given out freely. The audacity of those who open their mouths without limited control over their words, unable to stop themselves from becoming utterly judgmental. Mental in a sense...
I am taking the new year full on. Fuck resolutions. I’m making life revisions without a stupid list to remind me. There’s always room for improvement.
My head is throbbing like a salvation army drum, in rhythm with the beat my heart creates. It’s as if they’re trying to create a song that somehow nauseates me and makes me just want to lie in bed all day, simultaneously concocting delusional 90’s film psycho thoughts that trigger my insanity. These body malfunctions are inflicting the most utter pain on me, paralyzing my ability...
Anonymous asked: Heeey I love your blog. Just wondering if you could tell me who was the remix artist of "I'm glad you're mine" that recent audio post. thanks!
arose-fm-deactivated20111104 asked: You cannot fathom how much I actually miss you. I miss you.
Oh, the irony of life. The inevitable reality of unexpected happenings, over-analyzing almost everything. What to think, what to think. But that’s just it, you keep thinking and thinking, overthinking. To overthink the situation clearly right before your very eyes, yet so oblivious to the obvious, causing your mind to dysfunction, ruining the very fun of life itself. Ironic how selfless acts...
Oh, the irony of life. The inevitable reality of unexpected happenings, over-analyzing almost everything. What to think, what to think. But that’s just it, you keep thinking and thinking, overthinking. To overthink the situation clearly right before your very eyes, yet so oblivious to the obvious, causing your mind to dysfunction, ruining the very fun of life itself. Ironic how selfless acts...
What is up with girls these days? Some just have no common sense at all.
Smfh.
My body temperature rising to above necessary, feeling the heat, this burning sensation attempting to overcome me, all caused by my friend once turned adversary. But only at the certain moment, where he pissed me off solely because he could not admit his wrong-doing. Pride. His pride, too high, too full. That head upon his shoulders contains so many thoughts so brilliant, but within this argument,...
My body temperature rising to above necessary, feeling the heat, this burning sensation attempting to overcome me, all caused by my friend once turned adversary. But only at the certain moment, where he pissed me off solely because he could not admit his wrong-doing. Pride. His pride, too high, too full. That head upon his shoulders contains so many thoughts so brilliant, but within this argument,...
Sunshine, I’m glad you’re mine.
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de-la-cute asked: Hai beautiful! Well first of all, I love your banner up there ^^, always admired the way you edit your pictures since myspace lol. But hope you had a good Christmas with your fam. Take care <3
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This literally wasn’t the Christmas I was expecting. Out of nowhere this obstruction attempts to destruct my happiness, failing to make me think less of this utter bliss my family has maintained to encompass. Tragic, yeah? How my parents had put up their deceiving smiles for the longest while, with my sister and I completely perplexed about the complexity of our situation.
What is our...
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Been phoneless for days now. I’m hella cut off from society.
Forever alone.
Anonymous asked: Merry Fashionmas, Lani!
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Merry Christmas, everyone!
<3
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Family time with @canokiid and @kay-mama, Star Wars, bomb ass macaroni and cheese, prime rib, then some smores chocolate cake and green tea ice cream for dessert.
Yum.
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To self-revise. Improve oneself mentally and physically, make changes not based on others, but progress due to current and past experiences. The growth that which I will maintain as I continue to grow in age, however, still keeping the person I am growing apart from around. Maturing in my mind state, good mentalities, telling it how it is, but still managing to obtain respect for my gratuitous...
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To sit here staring into space, possibly imagining the most absurd shit possible, but the look on my face is just blank, for what goes on in my head is completely invisible to the outside world. However, my mind is hollow, awaiting the company of intriguing thoughts, but nothing is coming. All I see is the space around me, yet so blurry because I am partially-blind with contacts helping my ability...
To sit here staring into space, possibly imagining the most absurd shit possible, but the look on my face is just blank, for what goes on in my head is completely invisible to the outside world. However, my mind is hollow, awaiting the company of intriguing thoughts, but nothing is coming. All I see is the space around me, yet so blurry because I am partially-blind with contacts helping my ability...
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It’s astonishing how things get easily blown out of proportion with us. The most intricate arguments containing the most irrelevant and widely-angled bullshit. It’s absurd.
The skin sweater that embodies me is the only thing that which people see, failing to perceive that there is more to me than just the physicality of my being. Behind these eyes, just a way into my soul or your sweetest demise, for I can see through the transparency of your existence, that front behind which you hide your vulnerability. These eyes have seen more than what I ever bargained for....
Can you pass the tea?
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I can sense the stress getting to you, unable to string two sentences together with logical reasoning. The explanation for your acting up is irrelevant, blowing everything out of proportion. But I see that you mean well, you have no wrong intentions. To hold in what you really feel, putting up a front to hide your vulnerability, I definitely can relate. I can’t make you do anything you...
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I can sense the stress getting to you, unable to string two sentences together with logical reasoning. The explanation for your acting up is irrelevant, blowing everything out of proportion. But I see that you mean well, you have no wrong intentions. To hold in what you really feel, putting up a front to hide your vulnerability, I definitely can relate. I can’t make you do anything you...
My God, amazing how we got this far.
My God, amazing how we got this far.
When I don’t say anything, you get mad. When I do finally speak up for myself, you get even more upset.
Make up your mind.
When I don’t say anything, you get mad. When I do finally speak up for myself, you get even more upset.
Make up your mind.
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Why are you here? What are you wearing?
The most annoying shit I always hear, especially from the same people. Why can’t I be here or there? Just because I haven’t been around doesn’t mean you can ask me that question with such attitude. I chose to come. Simple as that.
And where do I even begin with the second question. I’m wearing what I want to wear, as if your...
A day without hip-hop is something never...
A day without hip-hop is something never...
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Nothing but a pale blue sky standing outside my window, full view from where I sit. The sound of silence singing me this melodic lullaby. Nothing has ever felt so right. I am embraced by layers of warm blankets, for there is no other hug that can compare. The ceiling is my best form of entertainment, accompanied by my shapeless imagination. My body systems are rejuvinated, heart awake more than...
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Nothing but a pale blue sky standing outside my window, full view from where I sit. The sound of silence singing me this melodic lullaby. Nothing has ever felt so right. I am embraced by layers of warm blankets, for there is no other hug that can compare. The ceiling is my best form of entertainment, accompanied by my shapeless imagination. My body systems are rejuvinated, heart awake more than...